9/23/2023 0 Comments Painting macaroni![]() As I said above, I struggled through this first painting trying to remember all I had know before my loss and finally came to the realization that the past is simply imagination as well as the future. It is far too great and vast for common understanding. The nature of these understandings are that we can never perceive reality in all of its context. I have again been involved in the study of "the nature of reality", our perception of it and our place in it and have come to some solid understandings of it. The wind, snow, sun setting and rising still does not produce the feelings of awe and wonder that it used to but I do get an occasional moment of those amazing feelings that we are all capable of. I am beginning to see the beauty around me again and feel fleeting moments of love for all of humanity. My heart goes out to everyone who has lost a loved one, especially a child. Everything I had know was gone, memory, feelings of love and beauty had been knocked out of me in a single moment. I kept thinking it was all still inside me. I kept feeling I must remember all I had known previously about painting. It is a very "tight" painting and was quite a struggle to accomplish. The first painting I have finished is downloaded here (DAARPA Hummingbird Drones). Painting was always my way of healing and see that it will be that again. Finally after recognizing my situation I have begun to paint again. It is one of the oldest and simplest known forms of art. The painting I was working on when she passed has sat untouched for more than 2 years. Category: Arts & Culture Related Topics: drawing cave art prehistoric art See all related content macaroni, in art, Late Paleolithic finger tracings in clay. I recently have been able to paint again. Recently I feel I have been emerging from a dream, a dream I now recognize was not a dream at all but in fact what we all term "reality". A wall of abstract artwork is seen behind Oobis canvas. Everything I knew and had been was knocked out of me by the shock of the loss of the most important person in my life. In Canada, this short premiered on TVOntario on May 2, 2004. I have been unable to paint for the past 2 years. ![]() I felt as if I too had died but was left here in this plane of existence. Two and a half years ago my beautiful 17 year old daughter passed in an auto accident. First, my apologies to the few who have followed me and to the general public for my lack of attention to this website and art.
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